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hmm...ive never really had the patience to keep up a blog....but i really am gonna try with this one. since my family dont know about it i can actually write what im feeling without being worried of upsetting them...
in my other journals like on vf and myspace i have to watch what i say and make sure its nothing to alarm my mom or other family members cause they already think theres something wrong with me cause im not a very social person, and im always in my room reading....and i never hang out with anyone other than the 5 friends i feel actually accept me...
i hate change, and people are trying to force it on me, and its over whelming...
im not the type of person to go out and talk to random people like 'hi how are you? blah blah blah'
the friends i have i trust alot and that is the reason i hang out with them....even though i really only tell one of them things im really worried about, and she knows almost all my secrets...and there are some things i cant even tell her because im so scared that she will look at me diffrently or walk away like so many others have in the past...
the only other person i have ever trusted as much as i do her was my life-long friend mikey, me and him were literally in diapers together...haha... we were inseprable for the whole 16 years of our lives untill me and my family moved from my hometown in Florida to my moms hometown here in Indiana....
now sadly me and him have lost touch because he ran away from home....because him mother was so abusive and a bad addict....ive heard from one of my other friends in florida who he was really close to that he is living in Dothen, Alabama...and has a GF whom he got pregnant(-_-;) and he also has a job....im really proud of him that he could take the stance and be a man....cause God knows he never had that father figure in his life...
I miss him alot, and i really hope we can see eachother again someday....
Ahh....me and my friends, are really excited about next friday (^o^) i mean what true twilight lover wouldnt be?! The movie is finally coming out (^^) and i really hope we get seats before it sells out. lol i already have predicted atleast me, katie, and monkey being kicked out of the theater for getting really pissed off at how much they changed the movie from the book....i mean we already were pissed at the trailors for it lmao (>.<;;) i know its not gonna be as bad as how they made Blood and Chocolate from the book(i dont think anything can be that bad) but its one of my favorite book series, and i dont want them messing it up (T.T)
in my other journals like on vf and myspace i have to watch what i say and make sure its nothing to alarm my mom or other family members cause they already think theres something wrong with me cause im not a very social person, and im always in my room reading....and i never hang out with anyone other than the 5 friends i feel actually accept me...
i hate change, and people are trying to force it on me, and its over whelming...
im not the type of person to go out and talk to random people like 'hi how are you? blah blah blah'
the friends i have i trust alot and that is the reason i hang out with them....even though i really only tell one of them things im really worried about, and she knows almost all my secrets...and there are some things i cant even tell her because im so scared that she will look at me diffrently or walk away like so many others have in the past...
the only other person i have ever trusted as much as i do her was my life-long friend mikey, me and him were literally in diapers together...haha... we were inseprable for the whole 16 years of our lives untill me and my family moved from my hometown in Florida to my moms hometown here in Indiana....
now sadly me and him have lost touch because he ran away from home....because him mother was so abusive and a bad addict....ive heard from one of my other friends in florida who he was really close to that he is living in Dothen, Alabama...and has a GF whom he got pregnant(-_-;) and he also has a job....im really proud of him that he could take the stance and be a man....cause God knows he never had that father figure in his life...
I miss him alot, and i really hope we can see eachother again someday....
Ahh....me and my friends, are really excited about next friday (^o^) i mean what true twilight lover wouldnt be?! The movie is finally coming out (^^) and i really hope we get seats before it sells out. lol i already have predicted atleast me, katie, and monkey being kicked out of the theater for getting really pissed off at how much they changed the movie from the book....i mean we already were pissed at the trailors for it lmao (>.<;;) i know its not gonna be as bad as how they made Blood and Chocolate from the book(i dont think anything can be that bad) but its one of my favorite book series, and i dont want them messing it up (T.T)
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